| ♥ Wednesday, November 25, 2009 |
All I wanna do is find a way back into love..
Yeah, love. but not love for anyone in particular, and not love from anyone besides my family. It's my love towards Economics. (now, some people might go like 'here she goes again') My love towards Economics is like roller coaster - it peaked, and went back down. Occasionally it goes up a bit, but when it goes down I scream like crazy.
Until few hours ago I was thinking of dropping Economics, because I feel that I dont have the potential to do Economics. And yes, i still dont. But I was going to give up and do just Maths instead. after a few headaches and a few advices I got from various people, I changed my mind. I decided to just give it a try. I actually do like (no, dont use that strong word) Economics, the macro part I mean. Its just that I cant do Economics.
I cant wait to go back to Brunei. Hopefully I will do some intense revision on stuff I cant do la. hopefully.
Until few hours ago I was thinking of dropping Economics, because I feel that I dont have the potential to do Economics. And yes, i still dont. But I was going to give up and do just Maths instead. after a few headaches and a few advices I got from various people, I changed my mind. I decided to just give it a try. I actually do like (no, dont use that strong word) Economics, the macro part I mean. Its just that I cant do Economics.
I cant wait to go back to Brunei. Hopefully I will do some intense revision on stuff I cant do la. hopefully.
| ♥ Thursday, November 19, 2009 |
Why?
We had badminton just now, so yeah. sweated and feel a lot more refreshed:D I think I like badminton more that I thought I do. Also that we practiced Sorry Sorry just now. Sweated some more. Supper was good. Happy mehhhh~:))
Oh yeah, the reason why I wanna blog now (though I should really be showering), is to talk about my dream this morning. Wait. Or is it yesterday morning? I cant remember. Oh well, I was worried that I might oversleep again, or that I might 'dream' that I switched off my alarm but actually switched it off unintentionally this morning.. So after my first alarm, I made sure that my second alarm is on (I have got a few alarms btw: 6.30am, 6.45am, 6.57am, then every 3 mins snooze until 7.12am). Then within that 15 mins interval (6.30-6.45) I had a dream. (oh it sounds like the speech 'i had a dream' blah).
I dreamed about Maths. I was integrating some sort of equations and I was looking for the value of 'c' and when I found out that c=0, I woke up and thought that I was overslept again. ok random. (no, i didnt oversleep. it was 6.43am at that time.)
Yeah, I dream a lot. (I know, everyone dreams everynight, its just that we dont always remember our dream) but I just like to talk about my dreammm:) aiya, whatever la.
| ♥ Wednesday, November 18, 2009 |
kanadit(?) eh hong jin tao~ wan shin eh bin chao chao~
Well, not really chao chao la. It's just sorta sad........................................ <- no, this is not to imitate poklens, its like my 'voice' fading slowly. oh well, anyway, I am really worried. I have been telling myself that yes, Economics (and Mathematics) is exactly what I want to do in uni. I like Economics, or at least, I will like Economics.
I dont knowwwwwwwwwww. Please, dont say anything about this. I have already sent off my application, and I have no regret on choosing Economics and Mathematics. It is just that I am not sure if I will enjoy or not. I do think that Economics is better than Physics (in a way). but I just dont have the potential to do well in Economics.
Blah. Thanks god there is badminton this afternoon. Hopefully that will make me happy again today.
I dont knowwwwwwwwwww. Please, dont say anything about this. I have already sent off my application, and I have no regret on choosing Economics and Mathematics. It is just that I am not sure if I will enjoy or not. I do think that Economics is better than Physics (in a way). but I just dont have the potential to do well in Economics.
Blah. Thanks god there is badminton this afternoon. Hopefully that will make me happy again today.
| ♥ Tuesday, November 17, 2009 |
last night, when I went to the laundry room to collect my clothes that I hung on the rack the night before, I saw my clothes being left together with wet clothes, which made my clothes damp too. Orang yang keluarkan bajuku tu aku tau siapa. And guess what, orang yang sama itu pernah sudah buat cematu arah bajuku sebelum atu jua. so yeah, i have to wash my clothes again.
And today, I I dreamt that I set lots of alarm, and I switched off lots of alarm in my dream. I was half awake after that, and I was like 'hmm.. today.. time seems to pass by reeeeeeeeally slowly. why hasnt my alarm rang yet?' so I checked my phone. GILA IT WAS ALREADY 7.48!! normally at that time I will be having my breakfast in the dining hall already -_-" so I ran all my way to the toilet to brush my teeth and get changed and so. Then ran down to have breakfast, barutah to toilet. (I completed my usual 1 hour and 10 mins daily routine within half and hour. hahahaha)
and masa aku di jamban, orang yang sama atu ktuk pintu ku. ia tanya aku lama kah inda. dalam hatiku, rumah ani bukan jamban ani ganya wah. ada kaliah jamban yang lain, kenapa kau mesti pakai jamban ani kan ah????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eishhhhh sasak meeee. and yes, aku blog dalam bhasa melayu sal krg ia pham. dapat plg 'tukar bahasa' pakai gugle, tpi ani bahasa brunei. (some masih plg dapat ditukar, but whatever, not that ia baca blogku jua wah)
Yes, I havent blogged this long for a while. This is all thanks to si anu. eishhh.
School has been good btw. but tiring la. sort of. have got lots of activities jua. practice for sixth form ents lagi... and and and i joined a few activities (so that i wont leave school not having any siuk activities before). I joined the ballroom dance class that day (for 1 hour) wahaha it was fun, and chali when hani's shoe flew towards the teacher. hahahaha
also that we will be participating "Godolphin's got Talent". hahahahahahahaha. dont laugh. we are serious niiii who's laughing now? haha
sigh. wont be able to go for fencing class tomorrow because of the practiceeee
| ♥ Friday, November 13, 2009 |
FINALLY, IM BACK!! BROADBAND REVIVED!!
Anyway, quite a lot happened since I last updated: Bon Fire Night (which was great), Maths Challenge (which we didnt win, but we had fun:D), You are beautiful updates (that I havent watched yet), and such and such.
and now aku malas elaborate. blahh
| ♥ Tuesday, November 3, 2009 |
Amy talking to me in C&R
Fatiha, Me and Amy
Shark
Our hands:)) and thats a starfish:Doh i just noticed that i didnt put Saudah's photo here. I thought nada Amy, thats why i uploaded another photo of Amy. Sorry Saudah-_-" I have already put my phone card back to its slot so... heheheh. Those are, obviously, photos that we took when we went to Sealife that day. There are more, but malas upload. and more with Amy and Fatiha. It was a very nice visit:)
I have been really.. concerned about my ucas application recently. Almost every moment I think about uni.. I check my email a lot more frequently than before - about 4-5 times a day. AND I HAVENT GOT ANY OFFER YET:((( I try to think that its because I applied for a joint degree, so it might take longer.. but.. but.. i just cant stop thinking about itttt!! *namoamituofuo*
I really like Hongki's voice:3333
当你不喜欢一个人的打扮，不代表那个人的品味不好，只是你们的口味不一样。
I have been really.. concerned about my ucas application recently. Almost every moment I think about uni.. I check my email a lot more frequently than before - about 4-5 times a day. AND I HAVENT GOT ANY OFFER YET:((( I try to think that its because I applied for a joint degree, so it might take longer.. but.. but.. i just cant stop thinking about itttt!! *namoamituofuo*
I really like Hongki's voice:3333
当你不喜欢一个人的打扮，不代表那个人的品味不好，只是你们的口味不一样。
| ♥ Sunday, November 1, 2009 |
Half Term ends tomorrow. Will leave for school at around 1+ kua.. hopefully Mrs. Hodgson will be fine with that。managed to stuff everything into my small small luggage just now:D but i hope my pillows will still fit in tomorrow.
I miss home eh.. I really miss everyone. Hows everyoneeeee????? Mamakim said she has gained weight, but she still looks the same to me la:) I cant wait to see her. I cant wait till December holiday!!!
爱说话不代表不能保守秘密。装傻并不能掩盖所有的罪。喜欢宁静不等于喜欢寂寞。微笑不一定是开心。
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