| ♥ Wednesday, April 30, 2008 |
| ♥ Tuesday, April 29, 2008 |
| ♥ Monday, April 28, 2008 |
i had a great day today. forget about the registration time, its still the same like before. i almost went to the wrong class this morning. i thought i have EAS for my first period this morning and went down to the EAS classroom. i saw shidiiqah when i leave my classroom and wondered why she was there. i thought she was just waiting for someone before going to the EAS class. hehehe. and halfway to the classroom, i realized that somethings wrong. hehehe. then only i found out that my first class was supposed to be economics:p EAS is after that.
Business Studies was fun today, mdm lim told us about her past which made us laughed brabishly:p funny!! hehehe.
we(me and nad) went to the multipurpose hall after our maths class to watch the badminton tournament. and i took a few photos there but im lazy to post it now so.. will post it tmrw:)
ok. lets check.. did i use that word? i dont think so.. hehe. (malaskan check lagi:p)
- insufficient parking area x 2
- high overhead expenses x 1
- no customers x 2
and no government assistance. hahaha. thats all. sorry too short. some people aint willing to share. they just said "no prob"
| ♥ Sunday, April 27, 2008 |
This is mama's card:
This is mamakim's (my godmother):
This one is for takuma and chimchim's.. i made two similar one:) nice?? hehe
| ♥ Saturday, April 26, 2008 |
The current is back! i was planning to sleep this afternoon but no electricity so i changed my mind. and walked around my house after that. went to visit kong and ama lo. hehehe. i was just telling erni this morning that i suddenly have the urge to eat doughnuts. and yay! teytey bought from fun donuts this afternoon. but too bad he didnt buy the oreo one:( hahaha.
mamakim and family dined outside tonight as teytey's relatives come back to brunei so they wanna bring them to dine outside. so.. i ate with papa, mama and ah liang:) the current wasnt back at that time yet so we actually had "candlelight dinner". romantic huh? HAHAHAHA. whatever:p
while mama was busy frying the cucur udangs(my fave<3), and papa busy cooking our noodles, me and liang sat down, relaxed, playing cards:p (i won most of the time!!:p)
even though electric short brings us several problems, but im happie about that because my parents(and us) gathered together and joked together, happily and without any arguement. we do gather and joke together a lot, but it usually ends up with a quarrel:( so im happie today:)))) i couldnt stop grinning.
LOOK AT MY CARDS:) i was gonna win soon:
MY NOODLE-and sailormoon's card. cute?:) i couldnt find any other cards at that time:p:
Ah Liang chewing:
trying to take my photo:
me eating(vain? i know. hahahaha. but so what?!:p):
ah liang copycat-ing me adding ice to H2O:
Mama eatin.. cant see her face:p
It was freaking dark in my neighbourhood at that time. and so hot(im referrin to the temperature, dont try to be funny. hahaha:p) so we decided to go jalan jalan at huaho manggis.. while waiting for mama to make sure that the door is locked and the candle is extinguished, i looked to the sky(im not being poetic or what la..) and realised that the stars are actually sparkling beautifully in the sky. its an extremely nice view and i am NOT exaggerating:) thats the first time that i have seen that. hahaha. sakai? i have always love stars but didnt really know that they are actually that pretty. maybe because electric short doesnt happen that often so i dont have the chance to see that image. haha. but NO! i dont want that to happen to frequently:)
anyway, theres a big difference between outsde huaho manggis and inside it. whats the difference? the aircond and the brightness, obviously. hehehe
| ♥ Friday, April 25, 2008 |
good luck and all the best in everything my kawan! hahaha. (transfer to pteb laaaaa)
went to kodak to get the photos that we took that night with mamakim at around 3.40pm. then to first emporium for a while and picked up chianjiejie from work after that. mamakim had to send her to the gym at athirah then only we will go to the airport to send ah soon koko. i slept for about 20minutes in the car on our way there. haha. i was sooooo sleepy. usually i will just sleep comfortably in my room every thursday and saturday afternoon but i didnt do that yesterday as ah soon koko havent came back to brunei for about 20 years. so i just followed mamakim to the airport lo..
we arrived there at around 6pm and waited for them for a long time. i was soooooo bored so i took photo of the airport over there and went to buy a pack of twisters so i can eat while waiting. anyway, they reached there at around 6.50pm.(thats very late!) so we only chatted for a while and ah soon koko had to check in liao. surprisingly, koko turned up at the airport too:) hehe. he told me that my hair is shorter than his!!! haha. im still thinking about having my haircut short..
i had a nightmare last night. i dreamt that my hairdresser simply cut my hair to make fun of me. it looks horrible. hahaha.
today? nothing special happened.
| ♥ Thursday, April 24, 2008 |
LAILO, AINI and WAIE: for being cold today. no excess energy to smile. sorry.
MDM LIM: for not laughing over your joke. sorry.
and to those who reads this blog: SORRY, u have just wasted your 20 seconds time in reading my boring blog.
PS: bored. quite quiet. stayed at the library coz laila wanted to be there.
Business Studies: our group were talking while the others looked at us, waiting for us to stop. haha. and when teacher jokes, our group were the only group who didnt laugh, i get the joke. but i didnt laugh as im havin my PMS now and i knew what she was gonna say.
Break: jia sian brightens up my day. we gossiped about mr.shukri. haha
Maths: with Nadia. quite fun too.
Econs: ms. Jessie was absent. did my own job quietly.
Lunch: continued gossipin with jiasian.
EAS: studied until 1.35pm. quite funn:) then went to the hall to watch the badminton match. took one photo but im in the rush now so will post it later. bye.
| ♥ Wednesday, April 23, 2008 |
BUSINESS STUDIES: ok ok la. mai hiam to ho. mark people's work as usual lo. haha
MATHS: happie. had fun fooling around with nadia. hahaha. i sang, and was surprised that nadia could actually hear me as i didnt sing out loud. haha.
BREAK: gossiped with jia sian as usual:)
ECONOMICS: err.. no comment. hahaha. quite fun lo.
EAS: quite boring actually. fizul showed us a trick which he failed to do it on zudin and me. and succeeded for eeza and mr.brian for the first one. we were asked to do about the commentary and i was being sleepy and thirsty, then i wasnt concentratin on my work. when the bell rang, i got energitic all of sudden and packed my bag and dashed out of the class. hahaha
and then went to Golden Leave to have lunch but it was full so went to Lucky Restaurant and ate char siew rice.(its haram btw. sorry. haha) then to stpri to get my trophy. mrs.lim asked me "does this look pretty to u?" and i said " errr.. no. haha" hehehehe. there was a complete silence for 3 seconds, and she laughed, saying "its better than nothing" hahaha. thats true.
then went to huaho delima coz mama wanna buy vegetables and saw NADIA there. haha. they went there for the interview like ours yesterday. then to huaho mall to get the shirt that i have longed for. i have another one that i like too but only bought one-exoensive waa.. mama asked me to buy but i said i dont want:)
notice that my blog is colourful today? boring waa.
| ♥ Tuesday, April 22, 2008 |
this is a picture that we toom at the mall food court. am i handsome? HAHAHAHA. haha. masculine?:p well, ladies, dont fell in love with me, im not a lesb**n. HAHAHAHA. (prasan) thats waie's necktie btw.
we had our lunch at jollibee. lots of the others meet at jollibee too. haha.
Aini & Waie:
My Spaghetti:(not bad:p)
Waie tryin to take my photo:
Waie & Hadizul?(not sure bout the spelling):
Aini:(whats she doin? hehe:p)
and after that went to the mall with hanisah for the business studies's research. Nature's Farm and Best Eastern didnt wanna layan us. Body Shop's isnt friendly. we asked "what are the probs that u have faced? i mean in terms of finance, etc.." "no.", how bout assistance? does the govt provide any assistance?" "no." LIKE WTH? hahaha. they answered a lil too la. the shop that i like the most is the "neptune's florist" hehehe. i asked bout the probs and she said "no business lo.." haha. nice la the taokeniu. alan's saloon also not bad, the girl answered our questions politely and seriously. oh chang ein hong's watch dealer's workers said their boss will get angry if they layan us so dun have lo. dorayaki one also not bad. something like that la. haha
after that walked back to fratini again to meet mdm lim and went back to the mall to jalan jalan with aini and waie. saw mas, faridah, farhana and yus there! haha.
waie & aini:
waie eatin the crepe with a DISGUSTING SOUND:
aini takin a photo of waie eatin:
waie & aini:
waie eatin the crepe with a DISGUSTING SOUND:
aini takin a photo of waie eatin:
AND HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO AIN ZAHIAH!!!
| ♥ Monday, April 21, 2008 |
| ♥ Sunday, April 20, 2008 |
i overheard a weird convo between two female students while i was waiting for papa yesterday. a girl said to another girl: "s_su mu macam makin basar ah.." i was stunned. hahaha. and felt like laughing a while later(lagging wa. haha) but no, i didnt burst into laughter, that will be rude, haha. they will know that i was actually eavesdroppin then. and the others will think that im insane since i was alone at that time. and after that the same girl continued, "aku bru sadar ko shavekan bulumu ah?" then the other one replied "awu.." hehehehehe. chali wa.. sorry:p
today? dont know eh. no school. boring. but i slept well la, until around 12.30++. oh wait! just remember, kopo and ah soon koko came back from KL today(well, actually its yesterday, but they only came to our house today)they didnt tell us about it coz they wanna surprise us. hahaha. and i played sudoku in the afternoon. have the mood suddenly. haha. faizura told me that the trophy is ready so i will probably go to collect it on wednesday:)
| ♥ Saturday, April 19, 2008 |
i couldnt stop wondering about something after observing how some of the teenagers nowadays dress, talk and act. no offense. am i being outdated? if those of you who actually read my blogs say "yes, you are", then i will answer "err.. i'd rather be outdated then.." i dont wear fancy clothes which they do because im old fashioned and i dont really care. they use words like "dont give a damn" instead of "dont care", "what the f*ck/hell" instead of just "what", "get a life", and so and so. haha. well, i do use some of them la. hehehehehe.
wafiy muslim offered the whole class doughnuts today. i picked one with the chocolaty look without knowing why he did that. (btw, it was with strawberry cream so i regretted choosing that. haha) and said thank you(wonder if he heard me as i didnt speak out loud)a while later, birthday song was heard, hehehe. it was his birthday yesterday. and they sang "happy birthday to wafiy" i was like.. "ooo.. his name is wafiy rupanya. hehehe" there are two wafiy in our class: wafiy muslim and wafiy moslim-teddy. hehehe. nadiarr and i joked about it during maths tadi. we said "wafiy muslim and wafiy non-muslim" is wafiy a buddhist? hehehehehe. jahat.
EAS was fun! hahaha. fizul is having his period so he talks awkwardly. hehehe. nola, i meant he had stomachache:p i offered a panadol but he hasnt eaten his breakfast yet. and i said "i think its alright to eat panadol without breakfast" but he said he didnt wanna die. hehehehe. and i replied "i think ok wa.." then he didnt hear what i said. so zudin "repeated" what i said "kata wanshin, its ok if u die." HEHEHEHE. and then he asked mr.brian to watch the video of rusell peters. "sir, watch this, its very pretty." HEHEHEHEHE. he was planning to say "funny" but instead he said "pretty"
i stayed in the canteen during the PS and it was fun.
we had our econs test just now and i was the first one to finish, that doesnt mean i get the highest mark tho. we wont know until its given back. i finished in around 25 mins time. AND, ms jessie notice about it at around 1.40pm. and she said i can go home. i felt weird as no one else went home yet. its as if i have the walkway all to myself. it was so quiet until a few seniors came down of the stairs on my left.
suddenly, my name was heard from my right hand side. "wan shin!! wan shin!!" HAHAHA. no, this is not a horror story. and i turned right, zahid, waie and jihah were there. i went to them and chatted for a while as it was still early. then went outside at around 2pm.
| ♥ Thursday, April 17, 2008 |
pffftt. i have to speed up. hahaha
and i had stomachache during business studies just now so i didnt actually talk much. i felt better a while after eating the panadol tho.
i feel that sometimes im contradicting myself. i dislike pink but my room and my glasses are pink in colour. i dont really like economics but i choose it as my optional subject since form four. i like physics and chemistry more than economics but my ambition is to be a banker and not scientists or so.
i got this from the back of a book that fizul showed me during eas just now. (we were in the library as mr.brain was absent).
"Dear Reader,
You are presumably looking at the back of this book, or the end of THE END. The end of THE END is the best place to begin THE END, because if you read THE END from the beginning of the beginning of THE END to the end of the end of THE END, you will arrive at the end of the end of your rope."
hehehehe. the title of the book is "THE END" (if im not mistaken) hehe.
| ♥ Wednesday, April 16, 2008 |
this is ah liang(my lil bro.) cute? hehehe. well, i think he is. i meant, he WAS cute and nice before. of course i quarrel with him before too, but sometimes i feel guilty because part of it was my fault too(sometimes), u know la, we were still kids. haha. but now, i dont feel guilty anymore. because i think he should be scolded. haha.
AH LIANG-SAILOR:
PARTICIPANT- WANG SHANG(EMPEROR)-cute!!:
PARTICIPANT-SAILOR MOON(this made me laughed the most. hehehe. jahat! sorry:p)
PARTICIPANT-NOT SURE, pixie? (but shes cute):
| ♥ Tuesday, April 15, 2008 |
btw, koko's new second hand car arrived yesterday. he sold his old sport car and bought another sport car. mama was hoping that he could get a more stable car like suzuki or something like that. but he got himself a sport car instead. the one now consumes more petrol than the one before. well, i meant no offense to those who likes sport car but seriously, for me, i would prefer those "stable" car. k, no comment. as long as koko likes it, nevermind loooo.
saarr lent me his animes and mangas just now. hehehe. vampire knight is nice!! it has got those dreamy look of what anime characters should have:) haha. and i like "zero", one of the main character. haha. cuteeee! hehehe. but i would have preferred him to be with light brown hair or white hair but diff eye colour. many complaints eh. haha. but hes cute la! hehehe.
i have just found a layout that i quite like, but its pink:'( disappointed.
| ♥ Monday, April 14, 2008 |
I'm sorry for saying that but i really dont like the way he teaches. He is a nice person, but a nice person doesnt equal to a good teacher.
I went to Teacher Lim Chien Lee just now, the teacher incharge of the badminton club, and asked if i could join badminton club and quit japanese club. but she told me that it was full:(
The president of BJFA told us that "i turned down MS's offer because the timing isnt right, and come to PTE instead" (sounds great huh?) and he went to MD and said "PTEB sucks." (what does that mean?) hahahaha. hypocrite. or maybe it was the different person? how many presidents are there for BJFA? hahaha. who cares anyway. he reminds me of someone i dislike when he started talking at first so no good first impression. heheh
i got this picture from the mail that fizul sent me. hahaha. try to move away from your screen or monitor slowly and notice the difference. OMG!
| ♥ Sunday, April 13, 2008 |
There has been a creepy rumor about the storeroom of PTEB which is located in the ground floor of block A. It has never been opened for a long time. Students are instructed not to go near it by the principal, Mr. Hafizul. It is said that there was a little boy named Zudin, who never came out of that room ever since he went in a year ago. Teachers were sent to search for Zudin but could not find him anywhere.
“Aren’t you curious about what is inside the room?” asked Eeza when she was strolling around the school with Amal. “Don’t you want to find out what’s inside?”
“But we are not allowed. I don’t want to get into trouble!” replied Amal.
“I think Mr.Hafizul is just making a mountain out of a mole hill! Do you really believe that ridiculous rumor? Don’t be such a coward! Let’s go there tonight! I’ll bring some tools to open it,” Eeza suggested.
“Fine...” Amal agreed reluctantly.
The two of them went to the room after school to find out what kind of tools they have to bring that night. While they are busy looking at the door, a cold hand suddenly reached Eeza’s shoulder from the back.
“W-what??” Eeza yelled with a trembling voice and turned back.
“I can see the two of you are very brave that you want to disobey the school rule,” Miss Shin frowned.
“Miss Shin? N-n-no.. We are just... err... looking for Amal’s wallet. She accidentally dropped it somewhere...” Eeza replied.
“Are you done with it now? Get away from here or I will report this to the principal!” Miss Shin demanded.
The night greeted them with an evil smile on its face. The stars hid as if they knew something bad was going to happen. The two girls went to school by taxi and intruded into the school by jumping over the gate. They were equipped with screwdriver, torch light and some other stuffs which they thought are necessary.
They succeeded in opening the door with the screwdriver but nothing special was found in the room other than dusts, spider webs and some rotten furniture. Amal suggested of leaving the room until Eeza tripped on a chair and fell down. She accidentally pushed the cupboard away when she fell. Amal then pointed the torchlight at her and saw a hidden door underneath the cupboard.
The door was also easily opened using the screwdriver. They climbed down using the ladder which was found inside but it was too dark to determine where the ladder will lead them to. When they finally reached the ground, Amal shone her surrounding with her torchlight and found themselves in a small room. There was a loathsome smell of rotting flesh in that room.
Eeza sat down on the filthy bed while thinking about the reason of hiding such room which has nothing special. The sickening sensation of touching something cold struck a chill into Eeza’s heart. They both screamed when Amal directed the torchlight at that ‘object’, there was a dead body lying on the bed. It was half decayed, indicating that the body had died for a period of time. That body was dressing in PTEB’s school uniform.
They rushed back to the ladder, trying to run away from that eerie place but someone came into the storeroom before they could get out of the room. It was Miss Shin.
“Help!! There is a dead body in there! Call the police! Please!!” Amal shouted.
“Really? You have seen that? I see.. Don’t worry, you will be alright soon, because… you are going to die soon!” Miss Shin smirked.
They soon realized that the dead body must be Zudin and Miss Shin was the one who murdered him. Eeza pushed Miss Shin away and escaped. The two of them ran separately so they won’t be caught so easily. Eeza then ran to block C and hid in the kitchen of the canteen and Amal fled to the staffroom. Amal panicky called the police with her mobile phone and rested under the table after that.
“Who is there?” a voice of a middle-aged male said.
“Are you the police? Please! Save us! Our teacher had murdered one of the students here!” Amal shouted for help, not knowing who it was. When that man got closer, Amal realized that the man was Mr. Hafizul. They sat down and Amal explained about what had happened.
Suddenly, there was a pain in Amal’s abdomen, blood rushed out of the body, her face turned as pale as ghost. Mr. Hafizul stabbed a knife into her and told her that he was Miss Shin’s partner. They killed Zudin because Zudin accidentally saw the two of them selling drugs to some students. Amal died with her eyes wide opened, like those people who are full of hatred against the world.
Mr. Hafizul and Miss Shin combed the school hunting for Eeza, but they couldn’t locate her. A while later, sound of the siren of police cars could be heard. Mr. Hafizul struggled and was reluctant to be captured, but he was still caught in the end. Miss Shin, on the other hand, knew that it was too late and committed suicide. She didn’t want to spend her entire life in the prison. Eeza came out of the kitchen after that but fainted upon seeing the dead body of her best friend, Amal. She woke up with her memory lost, not even remembering her own name, and will remain in that state forever and ever.
LOOK! THIS IS NADIAAAAAA!!!! CUUUUUTTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! heheheh
11TH APRIL- trip to tasek lama
it was tiring but fun. One third of them went back down after reaching one of the gathering point there. I was very eager to continue as I have never tried going from tasek to Sheraton and back to tasek again. Haha. I hiked with ai ping at first, but later Stephanie joined in,. we were the last one to reach tasek as we took our sweet time taking pictures and chatting. Haha. And we helped each other along the way. Oh well, that also means that we didn’t give up, some of them decided to continue their journey to Sheraton but went back a while later.
There were those adorable monkeys staring at us when we ate our lunch. Haha. And fizzah told me “the monkeys are f*cking” at first I tot she was saying the monkeys are annoying. And I responded “they are cute.” And she continued “they are mating.” Use proper words for it k. stop saying f*ck f*ck infront of me. So what if they are f*cking or mating or whatsoever? Sorry, im being a lil bit too emotional. I meant no offense.
The water balloon fight was OK, but there weren’t enough water balloonsL I love water balloon fights. I love to play with water. And I didn’t get really wet even tho I joined in the fight.
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| ♥ Thursday, April 10, 2008 |
mr.vincent asked me the same question again today, "do u take maths?" hahaha. i had my PS as my first period, laila and I couldnt find sarah so we didnt dare to sit at the senior's table(sarah's friend-azi -not sure bout the spelling). and we dont know where else to sit so we went to the library. ignoring the instruction which is on the table stating "do not sleep", i took a nap for a while. oh well, should i just say i rested?
the new guy joined us during eas, his name is hafiz. hehe. i feel so guilty as we kinda isolated him. hehehe. but we did introduce ourselves tho. hehe. im sorryyy!!!
btw, IM GONNA HAVE MY HAIRCUT THIS SUNDAY!!(that is, if nothing goes wrong. hehe) i planned to cut it next sunday, so i can still look at my long hair for few more days. but after that, i thought i should cut it this sunday. befor i change my mind. haha. only this time la, after that im gonna leave it till long again. hehehe
im so sleepy now. so my blog ends here. oyasumi~
| ♥ Wednesday, April 9, 2008 |
the other 5% of my friends in tutor group are, of course, not that close. i dont even know if they regard me as their "friends"? different people have different definition of friends. for the old me, same class and talked more than once mean that we are friend. hahahaha. i still do that now, but sometimes worry that people may not think that im their friend. memalukan sendiri if we tell people that they are our friend if they dont think we are one. hehehe. my "friends" in my tutor group are: athifah&mirah- but chat few times, irah- but never chatted in the class unless theres something important, wafiy- also same eas and maths class, and afiq- just UPGRADED from strangers to FRIENDS. hahahaha. anyway, im very happy to make new friends. and i am very willing to talk to them if they start first. im shyyyy. hahahaha. (to my friends who know me, dnt vomit if u read that part) hehe. sounds like im very desperate for friends huh?
| ♥ Tuesday, April 8, 2008 |
then i prepared my first cup of drink- my glucose water. (i know we should drink mineral water as our first cup of drink in the morning but i have already started drinking glucose first since a long time ago) i opened the cupboard to get a cup, and slammed to close it. then after drinking, i went to shower and slammed the door again. pfft. im usually in the "do not disturb" mood if i wake up early. so dont talk to me. hehehe. but i'll be OK in half an hour time:)
i am on duty today so i had to sweep the floor, after that, i went to wash my hand. and zudin told me that he heard my name arah the announcement yesterday too, this scared me, cause zahid said the same thing. i hurriedly rushed to ck. shima's place to make sure but she wasnt there. so i went there again during break. arif was there, i asked him about it too. and he said he heard a chinese's name which is something like "w... shi.." which is almost the same as mine. and LUCKILY, another came and told me that its WONG SHING PING, not me. *phew* luckily..
PS is great:) we sang at the canteen with laila. and took few photos there with sarah and duan. then during lunch, laila asked me to went searching for empty seats where she can sits with intan and wina. but there were no seats, laila asked me, "where should we sh*t then?" and i said "toilet". HEHEHE. she wanted to say "where should we sit" actually. hehe. business studies was.. boring. mdm lim didnt turn up. she went shopping for the stuffs that we will need this friday. so jackson, carey and i went to the canteen.
oh forgot to mention! EAS was fun. hahaha. in a way.. fizul asked me to teach him chinese. and he wants to start with foul language. hahaha.
the cca was not very fun. oh well, we learned a few japanese language which i have heard thousand of times already: ohayou gozaimasu, konnichiwa, konbanwa, hajimemashite, dozoyouroshiku, o namae wa?, watashi wa wanshin desu" oh well, we hve to strt with the basics so no complains. what added the boredom is the game- story telling. the president started with a sentence, the others continued. and the funny part of this story is the ending. one of the chinese guy ended by saying. "and then he died." but the president said cannot. so he said "and then he changed his kidney with a doubutsu and died". HAHAHAHA. thats hilarious.
i ended up reaching home at around 4.15pm, chatted with amy on the phone till 5pm. then went to peiling's house to get the animes from hock yee koko till 6.30pm. dinner after that. then shower. then online. im so sleepy.
| ♥ Monday, April 7, 2008 |
this is my fourth blog for today. i know. a lot huh? the first one was posted when i was feeling down, the second one to greet erni coz i dont want to mix a "happy birthday" greeting with a sad blog. the third one for photos of PTEB coz i want erni's brithday greeting to be in a single blog. hehehe. and the fourth one coz i have the mood.
i realised that im not the only one who loves school for the reason of escaping from certain problems.
its not taken from a nice angle tho. this is PTEB!!!!! it looks better from the front la, but i dont have the chance to take a photo from the front.
happy 17th birthday to erni~~~~
i have been thinking, should i take all subjects or just three(without business studies). and finally came to a conclusion today-i'll take all. and it costs $220. AND, have to listen to him complaining about her over some financial matter again. im fed up. seriously.
the only reason that i want to get scholarship is to get away from all this problems. i hav had enough. i have heard more than enough quarrels and bad-talks of each other. i know its useless to escape. as we will still have to face the problems after that, but.. even for a while, i would like to get away from the problems. otherwise, i would have preferred to study in brunei for my form six. i love my pteb life. im smiling most of the time when i m in the school. i smiled almost everytime when i was younger, when i dont know about these stuffs yet. i hope i can get back to what it used to be. not that they have never quarrelled before, but i dont understand what they are doing before, when i was still an infant?
i am hoping for a change, a change in their attitudes towards each other. and a change in my personality. i dont know why, sometimes i disgust myself. blah. thats not important. STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT!!! I feel way better now. i do that very often, dont i? seems like im lying to myself huh?
| ♥ Saturday, April 5, 2008 |
this is a message i got from ili and jiasian last night. i was about to blame ili for sending me coz i thought she was gonna tell me a ghost story before i finished reading. btw, a message to my friends: "PLEASE DONT SEND ME ANY HORROR STUFFS IF U ARE MY FRIEND KAY.. THANK YOU:)" but even if thats not a ghost story, i was scared too:( when i was going to the toilet during midnight yesterday(or should i say today?) i ran all the way to the toilet and back to my room while reading "namoamituofuo" on my way. i have stopped doing this a few months after i have my own room, after im used to going to the toilet alone at night. but yesterday again:(
oh and DONT send me blackmails like "send this to 8 ppl and u will have good luck or else u will..." i will just delete it straight away and probably say "touchwood" and blame the sender. hehehe. unless it doesnt say "or else u will.." then i may send it la.. maybe. hahaha
anyway, im going to tasek lama again tomorrow(if nothing goes wrong:p) hehehe. ah liang said he will go to(i hope he does). because.. its very embarassing to play the swing alone:p i like to play but not when im alone la. i remember when i went there few days ago, we played the swing after i had done with the trekking. AND, there were passer-bys looking at us. hahaha. i tried not to look at them la. hehe. a while later, there was a kid who came to us saying that he wants to play the swing(there were only two swings-one for liang and one for me). so i have no choice but to let him have it:'( else people will think that im bullying him. hahaha)
| ♥ Friday, April 4, 2008 |
I WANNA HAVE MY HAIRCUT!!! I want my hair to be short, not VERY SHORT la, its shorter than shoulder length, but longer than botak. hehe. duh:p i have been thinking about this since last year. hehehe. but never really do it. because.. such a waste!! haha. sayang wa. its like payah payah i leave it till this long(not very very long la) and cut it. hehehe.
| ♥ Thursday, April 3, 2008 |
Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to you~
Happy Birthday to Lailo~
Happy Birthday to you!!!!
Happy 17th birthday to lailooooo, my daddy!!!! HAHAHAHA. lailo has became a DAD of two daughters and two sons today. Daughters: SIS WAIE AND SIS DUAN, Sons: BANG WAN SHIN AND BANG AIMI. hehehehe
and we had to read our poem out loud today during the eas. the one that we made using the words from list A and B and personify our poem. hehehe. this is actually a group work but we couldnt think of any. so we decided to work it on our own and choose the best to be read. and i have completed mine today but the rest of them didnt, which makes mine the best as its the only one. hehehe. oh well, i copied some of the lines from them too:)
the poem is like this...
Yesterday the night dreamed of a beautiful day,
the moon told the night that its dream will come true,
the stars danced to illuminate the sky,
Dawn brought darkness away from the night,
Sun, it looked at the world with a bright smile,
the sky then showed me that it will be a fresh new start.
i know it doesnt rhyme, but a poem doesnt necessarily rhyme. and it may not make any sense to you. hehehe. but im not a poet- i dont have the talent to write poems. hehehehe. but well, it means a lot to me. hahaha. coz we used quite a large amount of our "brain juice" to think about this poem. hehehe.
| ♥ Wednesday, April 2, 2008 |
whenever i see her with someone else(either my mum or my godmum), she is always saying this, "you know ah auntie choo(my mum), someone..." grrr. im fed up!!! she likes to reveal peple's secret. below is the conversation between us when she was washing the plates and cups outside that day. (my mum and i were inside the house and my godmum and her were outside)
godmum: you see, we have always been very nice to you, we dont scold you all the time ah, sometimes coz you show us your "black face"
E: oh...
me(inside): and you have got a big mouth and you like to gossip about people.
mum: HAHAHA. thats true.
at first it was only me who said so, then i thought maybe i just overreacted. but later, more and more people thinks that she has a big mouth. which means im right at first. pffft. she has turned me into a racist. or maybe i should say, THEY had turned me into a racist? they refers to E and my previous maid who did something BAD and got fired. they are very close friends(and E also badtalk about her behind her.)
nadia told me something just now, something GOOD. hahahahaha. but im not gonna post it here la, or else nadia will kill me if she knows about it. hehehehehehe.
and i forgot to post somethin yesterday. there was an old woman who looked at me at the canteen yesterday, so i smiled to her. below is our convo.
woman: cina ka?
me: ya..
woman: ooo, ada campur orang putih?
me: nada.. (im a pure chinese btw:p)
another woman: awu, ia cina tu, matanya macam ani. (she "pull" the end of her eyes, stretching it till it becomes long and narrow)
HAHAHAHAHAHA. i wanted to laugh infront of her, but i know that will be very rude. so i just smiled. hahaha. do all chineses have that kind of eyes? haha. i have always thought that i look like a chinese but well, some people said i look like a malay when im wearing tudung, hehehe.
| ♥ Tuesday, April 1, 2008 |
*sigh* we have got tons of homeworks:( i will probably do my maths tomorrow since im sure that i will be doing nothing other than daydreaming in my registration class. i (purposely) dont do one of my homework so that i have something to do in the morning-this is NOT an excuse, its the truth. but of course its the homework that will not take me a long time la. else i would have done it at home.
yay! i have my PS as my last period tmrw, so i can go home at 12.05nn. i wanna ask mama to bring me to buy erni's present.. hehe.
im facing TWO problems:
1) if i should take all subjects for my nov AS or just 3(without business studies) because mdm lim said she doesnt encourage us to take.
2) if i should save money to buy a new laptop next year or for a new phone this december.
my laptop is old, and i sort of broke it few days ago. hehe. it can still be used tho:p its only the part which connects the "keyboard part" to the screen.. to those who are thinking "ganas eh this girl", i am NOT ganas(well, maybe a lil) hehe. the one that im using now is third-hand liao lo. jiejie bought a new one, then SOLD it to koko, koko kept in his room for two weeks or so, then mamakim said "since you dont use it, y dont u give it to ur sis?" and koko said ," ya, sure, take it la:)" hehehe. and i willingly took it from koko(for free of course). but it was still well-maintained when it was given to me la:p hehe. i want a sony vaio!!! i want the black one. but dont think i will buy it. haizz.
as for my phone, i have this "change it after a period of time" habit which i have inherited from jiejie. she has got a phone that she "truly love" so she stopped changing phones. haha. the first phone that i bought was Nokia6170(was in a rush when i bought it so its not a good phone) before that i use papa's old phone la. then i used it for one and a half year then bought my current phone. im hoping to use this phone for AT LEAST 2years la.. but if i wanna buy a laptop then i will have to save more $ then cant buy my phone liao. any sponsors? hehe. oh well, but im not as ganas as far, yus, gbah and lailo la. HAHAHAHA. they change their phones quite often. hehehe.
i have been craving for ice-cream lately. hehe. im not sure why.. i want DQ's or Swenson's ice-cream:) hehehe.
TO FARHANA(the rest of you are not allowed to read. haha, jk:p):-
im not gonna apply for the s'pore scholarship. sorry. hehe. i thought for a long time. if i dont get the scholarship, i will just study in Brunei and try to apply again for uni. actually i wanted to study in brunei more than studying abroad for my form six. and the same thing goes to my mum-she said im too young(and dependent). hehe. but if i get it then shes ok la. thanks anyway:)
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