| ♥ Tuesday, September 23, 2008 |
I will be going to Brunei Hall this Friday (whee~). Well, at first I thought we can leave school in the morning, who knows we can only leave after 3.45pm, which is after class. That makes the fixed exeat no difference as normal weekends.. Wait, there IS a difference.. we don’t have to pay to stay in the boarding houses during normal weekends, but we DO have to pay if we wanna stay during exeats. But anyway, that gives me a good excuse to go to Brunei Hall. Ooooo brunei hall~~ I miss brunei hall so much.
I miss being surrounded by lots and lots of Bruneians…
| ♥ Monday, September 22, 2008 |
WARNING:
This blog is going to be long. So I don’t mind if nobody reads it, I just wanna post it.. and I hope that my family members (and people who cares about me) will read it. You can divide them into different sections and read on different day. Let us begin…
Wednesday, 17th September 2008
I haven’t blogged for ages! I miss blogging. Its not like I love to expose what I do to the public, its just that by doing that I can tell my family and friends what I am doing, how im feeling and also get response from them through tagboards.
Pffftt. I am supposed to go for registration for supper now and yet im stick to this comfortable(well, not really..) chair and is unwilling to stand up. Maybe five minutes later. And I will continue with the “five minutes later” phrase until I am satisfied with blogging. Eh, haven’t blogged for a long time kaliah. Don’t expect me to be satisfied just by blogging a few lines. Awu bah, awu bah, I know.. I have to be a good girl (which I already am) but.. I love blogging bah!!!
Hehehe. First of all, hmm.. where should I start ah? Hmm… The school is nice, with nice people here too (mestilah aku kata skulah ani baik, karang dikeluarkan eh.. haha)
Oh! maybe I should talk about my not-so-nice experience I had with the single room. There are two boarding houses here, namely: school house and jerred. There are 6 of us being sent to this school and… FOUR OF THEM ARE ALLOCATED TO JERRED. Which im not in.. AND, I got a single room. Quite happy at first, until night time when I unpacked my bags, took out my family photo and… nangis lah! Apa lagi eh! Haha. Homesick straight away. This isn’t the end of the story. There are still continuation. My homesick got worser on the next day. The first thing I did when I woke up was cry, then after breakfast I rushed back into my room and cry. Then free period cry, before bed cry. All I do in my room was cry cry and cry. Hahaha.
When papa called me the next day I cant hold back my tears, so I cried. Then in one day, I received calls from moiko, choonko, papa, (koko the next day) asking about why I cried. Haha. I figured out that I didn’t cry in brunei hall because I had someone to talk to to keep me away from weird thoughts which saddens me. At the end, I moved into a double room with Nabilah…
Well, I still cry after that though, but less. I cried when papa messaged me to tell me that mamakim miss me. And that she sort of spaced out in the kitchen that day while thinking about me. Then I called her, and cried upon hearing her voice. I miss her so much! Even though I always talk back when they scold me, but I love them and I know they love me too.
And when I called kongkong on his birthday, I tahan tahan too, because I didn’t want them to worry about me. We(me, kong and ahma) only had about 1 mins ++conversation and kong kong was like.. “ba, ok la. Take care.” Normally I’d reply “aiyeh, so fast eh… I wanna talk longer” but I didn’t say that last time. Because I really cant tahan already. My voice was like trembling, my tears already flow down(is it appropriate to use “flow”? whatever la), and I just said “oh ok, byebye then. Take care ah…” and hang the phone. I miss them too.
I am feeling better now. Well, still feel like crying sometimes but a loooooooooot less. I applied for the O2 YOUR COUNTRY sim card. There are three types: YOUR COUNTRY, TEXT ANYTIME, FAVOURITE PLACE, ignore the fav place, I applied for the other two. Text anytime allows u to have a certain amount of free messages depending on ur top up. And Your country allows u to have certain length of time of free international calls, and cheaper international messages, SO, right now I have to carry three phones everyday to wherever I go, double-checking all of them before I enter classes, checking all of them to see if anyone miss me and messaged/miss called me. Hehe.
My sense of direction doesn’t improve after coming here. Everyone here(I mean my friends) knows about it, which is good. Because that means that they wont expect me to go somewhere myself. I have been to the town here several times. Well, more than 10 times actually. And yet, I don’t remember how to go to these places by myself. But hey! I know how to use the tube(in London), bus(in London), and go to Argos(in London) by myself. And there are neither bus or tube here in Salisbury…
Homesick ehhhh. I am not saying that Salisbury isn’t good, and also not that Godolphin isn’t nice. They are nice. Masih ada culture shock kdg-kdg, but that’s not the problem.. Its just that I cant meet people that I always meet in Brunei here. For example: MY FAMILY n FRIENDS. Fine, and TEACHERS. Haha. I miss Jia Sian and Erni. And Faten and Amal, my EAS group mates + classmates, Business classmates, Economics (well, I only talk to Faten in class though…) and Maths (I usually talk to Seng Kung, sometimes to Fizah and Hafiz too- hafiz is also my EAS group mate). Basically, I MISS EVERYONE!!!
I miss Nasi Lemak.. Now I regret for being picky at times complaining that I am tired of it. I miss drinking homemade soup, which I rarely drink when I am in Brunei. I miss wearing tudung(not really actually..), I miss sitting on the floor during lunch everytime gossiping with erni and jiasian. I miss k-boxing with peiling. I miss messing up my room and manjaing to my mum whenever she complains about it. I miss locking myself in my own room, with the aircon on, doing nothing else other than watching anime. And I even miss QUARRELING with ah liang.
Speaking of ah liang, there is something which irritates me. It has been on my mind since the day I left Brunei. He cried when our dog died. He cried when jiejie bought a new car for mama last time and said that we will not use the old one anymore. He cried when my ex-maid went back to Philippines for holiday. BUT, HE DIDN’T CRY WHEN I LEFT BRUNEI. *speechless* What’s my weight in his heart…? It makes me feel that I have less importance compared to the dog, the car, and the maid.
Till here then, I might ‘blog’ again tomorrow. On MICROSOFT WORD. It’s so pathetic. This is called desperation. I will post it when I have the time to. This is probably the longest post I have ever made. Hohoho
September 21st
Today (and yesterday) are the worst weekends I have here. (not that I have been here for that long though). I slept the whole day off yesterday. Woke up at around 8am with a lil bit headache, serious flu, some sore throat n some cough. Then mamakim called me and know about my condition. A while after that choonkoko (my aunt in uk) called me, then papa, then moiko(my godma in Australia). So, almost everyone knows about it.. efficient eh?
I cried after calls several times, but its AFTER CALL, not during call. That’s a good thing. I didn’t cry because I was in pain or something. I cried because my family is usually beside me when I am sick, and I can manja to them when I am sick. But not now, they are so far far away from me. Not that nobody here cares about me, I have my friends, but its different. Nothing beats family warmth.. Well actually I cried when mama called me(during call) but I managed to hide the fact that I cried because mama thought that my voice was like that because of my sore throat.
As for today, I slept until 11am. I slept again in the afternoon even though I have got about 12 hours of sleep because the medicine makes me sleepy. Haizz.. sorry my blog today is kinda.. hmm.. how do I say it? Doesn’t sound nice la. Because im too tired to arrange them in order and stuff.
My friends (wani and aini) said it is kinda weird when I am quiet… Really?? Im always quiet eh~~ hahaha. Ba, im beginning to feel tired now. and sleepy. Because I just drank my medicine a while ago.. so till here then. Byebye.
Btw, I can blog now because my friend’s laptop can go online.. I cant (yet).. like what the technician said “just wait patiently…” that’s what he said when I arrived here.
| ♥ Wednesday, September 17, 2008 |
| ♥ Monday, September 1, 2008 |
Anyway, I got to sleep for 7 hours today, that’s the longest length of time that I have slept after reaching here. Usually I just sleep for like… 4-5 hours? And wake up at 4AM to do my laundry.. Well actually today I wanted to wake up earlier, then I accidentally (or maybe its some kind of reflex action but I don’t really remember..) switched off my alarm clock and continue sleeping until around 6.30AM. and then I saw Erna going to the bathroom so I decided to ‘close my eyes’ and rest for a while. ‘Who knows’ I fell asleep again for another hour. Hehe. So after that we went to do our laundry again(we got addicted with it..) actually I was planning to do it tmrw but nevermind la. Hehe. But there was people using the room so Erna and I went for breakfast too. The TV at the dining room was playing pokemon at that time(yay!). hehe. Blah blah blah.
Anyway, after having our breakfast, and put our clothes in the tumble dry, we went to Argos with Kelvin(he’s above 18 and only people above 18 can buy the cutleries..), then to Portland to get some cereals for our lunch(and tomorrow’s breakfast n lunch), then back to Brunei Hall.
Then in the afternoon, five of us [ Erna, me, Kelvin, Arif and Alim] went to BRITISH MUSEUM~ hehe. I took a looooooooot of picture, but then I haven’t got my Olympus installation disc yet. Kelvin got lost just now. He was sick of the remains of the mummies and waited outside, but we didn’t know that and went to the other section. So we actually went ahead without Kelvin for about 2 hours? And when we wanted to go back, we still cant find him so we waited outside until Alim suggested we can split up and look for him, then message each other when we found him, I went with Erna because she ran out of credit AND WE ARE GIRLS. When I found him, he was q-ing up to pay for his food., he said he hunted for us all around but he couldn’t find us. Hehe.
We had a very funny chat while waiting for Kelvin to finish his food. So funny ehhh,. I still cant stop laughing about it now. I didn’t get to call papa n mama again todayL because by the time I went back, it was already kinda late in Brunei:’( haizz. But I messaged papa tho:D homesick liao. Pffftt. I MISS BRUNEI!
I MISS MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS
I MISS NOT HAVING TO PAY ON MY OWN
I MISS EATING RICE
I MISS EATING AT THE RIGHT TIME
I MISS THE FRESH AIR IN BRUNEI
I MISS NOT HAVING TO TAKE OFF MY NECKLACE WHEN I GO OUT
I MISS HOLDING MY WALLET ON MY HAND DURING SHOPPING
I MISS… oh. just stop this. Ive to get rid of this homesick feeling.
after reading my tagboard, i miss my family even more....
i will reply some other time. sorry:(
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