me n nabilah

ilyaa n zati (seniors)

I will upload the other photos some other time.. malas wa. Hehehe. Tiring. There will be a special dinner tonight organized by the school for Raya celebration. Yay~ I cant wait.. hehehe

3rd october 2008

I was going to go to Brunei Hall today, but didnt have the mood to.. first because i dont wanna spend the £17.25 for the train ticket to London, 2nd because I dont wanna spend on unnecessities in London. Basically, i dont wanna spend money. I wanna save save save~~~


I had prep duty after class. Prep duty is when u (lower sixth) have to take care of the juniors and make sure that they dont do anything other than revising. No talking, no mp3 and others. Class yg aku in charge yesterday atu... hmmm.. not menakutkan, but i dunno what word i can use to describe them in Malay.. tapi they are bising la! Usually I will just ignore them and do my work quietly, but yesterday i wasnt in a good mood, was kinda emotionally unstable. so aku macam kan buangkan barang di atas mejaku arah orang atu wa. tapi aku tahantahan la. hehe.


after that i was told that i have to go to watch a musical thingy in a place which is near our school. But i was really tired, and fall asleep at the first part of the show. It was quiet at that time, and my phone vibrated, and after reading the message, i just hold the phone on my hand and fall asleep. u know when people sleep we cant really hold something tightly, right? and so, my phone dropped.. hehehe. to the floor and created some noise:p maluku eh. i feel so guilty:p hehe. but after that i stayed awake. hehe. maybe not because of that tho. probably because i became hyper after playing wani's NDS during the short break after the first half. i wanna buy NDS~~~ should i?? or shouldnt i???


we went back at around 10pm(i know, its really late) but mrs hodgson(our house mistress) was the one who brought us there so it doesnt matter lo. wani and yisan said they wanna eat something but i wanted to shower first.. so i went to sahower when they ate, and joined them after that. hehe. we had some late night snack prepared by wani and kerry (fish balls).. It was kerry's first time to cook fish balls. hehe. she said she only learn how to cook instant noodle after she comes to UK last year. haha. i was pretty surprised actually, because people normally learn when they are around.. 10? or even younger? i know i learn when i was around 10 tho.. hehe. then she told me because she is the only child in her family, thats why she doesnt normally (well, never..) do house chores? hehe. and she told us that whenever she wanna eat grapes, her parents will help her to remove the skin and seeds.. hehehe. macam terasa ehhh. my parents do that for me too *ahem ahem* hehe. anak emas kaliah. yes, yes, i am very dependent, i know~~~


and then we played cards and gossiped in teh kitchen (we r girls after all...) un til around 2+am, then went to sleep. tiffany (from hk) and yisan (from malaysia) slept in my room. hehe. at first wani wanna squeeze in there too, but then ia kena tagur oleh cikgu tani. pasal tani bising. hehe. so she went to kerry's room (2nd floor) to sleep. hehe. well actually her room is like.. only few metres away from me, but it is always fun to sleep with friends during weekends.


erna didnt wanna stay in school house, not even for a day. haha. she prefers jerred. so she stayed in her room alone last night.. coz aini went to london along with 4 more Bruneians too (Nabilah- my room mate, Hani, Nadi n Shing Ping).

Today is mama’s birthday… HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA:D and this is the first time I didn’t celebrate her birthday with her. The first time in my life and there is going to be a second time again. Sad but what can I do? But ma, don’t worry. Your daughter (me), has grown up. I know its kinda weird to say this but it is true that I have grown up. I didn’t cry. Not because I don’t love mama anymore, I still do, and will always do. But it is because I have learned to hold back my tears. There were a few drop of tears on my eyes when I called, but it only fall after I hang the phone. And it was only a few drops. That is a huge improvement. So ma, don’t worry about me. Forgive me for not being able to stay by your side and greet you face to face on your birthday. I know you will. I should say no more, leave it until next year when I go back to Brunei and I will tell you face to face:p

Anyway, weekend.. hmm.. what did I do this weekend? Yesterday (Saturday) I woke up late, went to lunch, were planning to do my homework but at the end got stuck in the computer room for few hours. I wonder why, even if I cant go to visit most websites, I can actually stuck with the computer for hours. That is the power of internet… after that we went to the Sport’s Hall to play badminton, then back to our boarding house to gossip. After that we went to Jerred house just to shower, then came back to continue with our gossip. Hehehe. Yisan and I slept at around 2am last night(or should I say this morning..?) whereas Tiffany, Wani n Kerry slept at 4am! Hehe. So late ahhhh. They watched Sweeney Todd in Kerry’s room. I didn’t wanna watch. Hehe. Didn’t wanna have nightmare:p

Then for today… I set the alarm at 10.20am, because we wanna wake up for brunch (that’s what they call for breakfast+lunch, I thought it was branch at first. Hehe), but at the end I switched off my alarm and went back to sleep until 11am. Hehe. So we went for brunch late… After brunch I did my homework, then laundry and went to town to buy some stuff. Came back at around 5++pm, talked and had dinner then made some sushi. Hehe. That was the second time I actually cooked. Because I rarely cook (by myself) here, only instant noodles. And this time I actually cooked the rice myself, eggs and so on. Hehehe. Easy pulang. Haha.

And here I am right now ‘blogging’ on Microsoft word. This is so patheticcccc. Haha. Ba, im sleepy now. byebye:’(

6th October

I feel kinda hyper today.. Several good things happened. First, I had physics this morning. I don’t normally like my physics class. But for today, we started learning a new topic. Its about electricity. Even though I didn’t like electricity before, but then at least I have learned it.. so i am able to cope with it lo. Hehehe.

Mrs. Robson (one of my further maths teachers) ‘s class is right next after physics. It was ok.. but when the first bell rang (which means the first period is over, but theres another period..), I thought the class was over and grinned to aini. And we laughed. Haha.

Next was Mr. Davis(another further maths teacher)’s class. He told us a ‘great news’. He said he wont be entering the class this Friday, which means we don’t have to go for class. But he gave us homework tho.. I don’t mind laaaa:p

Then it’s the best part. Mamakim called me. She bought the hallo card to call me. Hehe. But there were only $2 left in the card so we could only talk for about… 10 minutes? Around that la. Then halfway the phone hang, which means that the card ran out of credit so I called back. Hehe. Theres nothing special about our conversation actually, but the thing which makes me happy is that theres nothing special. It makes me feel home, it makes me feel that we are not very far away:) and then mama was like reminding me to study hard and stuff, which she always does in brunei. That motivated me. Hehe. I did my homework right after she called, and cleaned up my room. My wardrobe isn’t as ‘neat’ as before. Hehe. I will post the picture of my wardrobe BEFORE N AFTER I clean it up. Hehe. Malu eh. Busy waaaaa. Coz I have got lots and lots of homework to be done..

That’s basically about it. Hehehe.

7th October

I ‘overslept’ today. The reason why I use inverted commas for the word overslept is because it wasn’t exactly overslept. Hehe. Confusing eh. What I meant is, I woke up later than usual, but still consider as early if compared to others. I am supposed to go for registration at 8.25am, and I wake up at 6.35am every morning. Usually I will just sit on my bed for 2 minutes, then walk out of my room. But for today, I continued sleeping on my bed until 6.44am.. hehe.

What else happen ah? I dunno ooooo. I went to the receptionist to collect my letter lo. It’s a raya card from Munirah:) hehehe.

Ohya! When I was in the computer room of jerred house just now, the technician came in and told us that the wifi system has been fixed and if we wanna go online using our laptop, bring them to the computer room straight away, I ran all my way to my room(in school house), entered the room and went like.. “nabilah *pant pant* bring *pant* ur laptop to the *pant pant* jerred computer room now *pant pant* the technician said ok dah!!” hehe. Then switched on my laptop, continue panting and ran to jerred. Hehehe. The technician (and the rest of them in there) laughed when they saw me doing that. Haha. Coz the technician will go to school house after that anyway. I know. But its just that I wanna go online asap. Desperate waaaaa